June 07, 2003
memories...
hee hee....today i don't know why, i suddenly want to read my past diaries....and i mean those written diaries not the online ones....haha. and i realize...the first page of my oldest diary.....was written in 1994......which was 9 YRS ago......can you believe that?.......when i look at it i felt "wow.........i really am getting old...."...hahha.....it's a funny kind of feeling......feels like time files and 9 yrs....just passed by with a blink of an eye. i can't help but keep laughing at the things i wrote ....kind of funny stuff....the way i see things was quite weird....hahha.....and i was being so immature and silly and stupid all together...just so weird..to a point that i would quesiton myself if that's really myself at all.....and during those 9 yrs.....i have 3 diaries including the one i'm using right now.....haha....you can tell how lazy i am....3 yrs/diary....hahhahhahahahaha.....i think i really had changed alot in all these yrs....i am a different person than even a few months ago......constantly changing......don't know if that's good or bad....there was once that i thought i was mature enough as in the thinking level wise.....but then i found out only immature ppl would think that way....haha...........before i was sometimes too "執著" (stubborn i guess?) on a certain things...and exactly a yr ago......i wrote down something funny....and a yr later today....i think i shall give an end to it. took me a yr to learn how to let go?....or even more.......i can't really recall...and before i've even made a stupid promise to myself.....haha.....and now that promise is gonna vanish like it was never there before...haha.......there's one more thing i want to add...i just found out i didn't invite cass, joanna, alice and ada to my LAST YR's birthday party......ahhah.........that's all i want to say. see ya.!
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