November 11, 2003
i should be happy...
i think i'm quite lucky compare to other ppl regarding my school, work and personal life but somehow....i dont' feel that way....don't really know the reason behind this...but probably becuz i'm not satisfy w/ my own quality, personality, skills and ability. Sometimes i really find myself to be a very dumb person......no matter how much i don't want to be one...the truth is.....i am one. I'm not smart, dont' have enough intelligence, i'm lazy, i'm not rich, i don't look good in appearance, i have no talent, most of all i'm not good at what i like(although sometimes i don't even know what i like). All in all, I'm just one pathetic useless living being that is wasting my parents' money and taking away a spot on earth which could have given to someone who actually deserves it.
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