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July 29, 2004

sickness...

what's happening these days? ppl get sick one after the other...and now its my turn....i had a really bad headache yesterday...but weirdly enough i only felt a little pain during work and it finally hit me when i went home...its like i couldn't think nor could i move...but i still managed to play gb......hahahha....although after few games....i can't stand it anymore so went to sleep...and the problem was.....my head kept hurting like hell even i sleep...anyhow so i couldn't really fall asleep and after my mom came up to tell me dinner is ready i told her about my headache. i remember clearly the first thing she says was have i taken tylenol then i said no cuz i was trying to make my body stronger, then she asked if i'm going to eat dinner and i said no becuz i'm not feeling well....and ppl...guess whats the next thing she said?? haha.....she says "gum you don't have to put out the garbage ga la! yeah let ur mom do everything!".....i have absolutely NOTHING to say after that...i just gave up....there is no hope...so i was crying and then sleep again and my mom came take a look at me before she sleeps and she was trying to find medicine except there is nothing in the house and she kept saying "i dont' know what to do, theres no medicine in the house"....haha....and she said it in front of my face that she's tired she has to sleep...so i go okay....go back to ur room and sleep! i was angry at that time.....i kept asking myself...how could she not thought of the option of going out and buy the pills?? but i know the answer already...so no need to ask.....and then before 12...i drag my body to washroom and get changed and slowly driving to shoppers to get tylenol. i've never driven in a situation like that.....haha.....i was going extremely slow...and the car behind me is like trying to push me to go faster...but i didn't give a shit......hoho...i needed to find a way to sooth myself during the drive to forget about the pain....so i put on chilam's music...and guess wat! ahha listening to chilam singing is a wonderful thing.......it keeps me calm.....wahhaa......when i get to shoppers i didn't know whether to buy extra strength or the regular one....i tried calling my sis and see which one we had before...but no, no one is there so i just took the extra strength one....and head to the cashier. now comes the funny part...the cashier kept asking me do i have the optinmum card, do i want this, do i want that..etc...i was like no, no, no...just give me the freak'in pills! wasting my time there.....as soon as i got into my car i took 2 capsule out and shove it into my mouth.....but i didn't have any water w/ me....so i just swallow it like that. after i get home, i'm feeling so tired and wanting to vomit....probably becuz i took the medicine w/o any water.....so i was sitting in front of my toilet seat for like 10 mins....i waited and waited........and nothing comes....i gave up again.....and try to drink some water. then i go to sleep again....and wake up this morning......ta da! the headache is gone! wahhoo~! i'm so happy now! hahaha....i think i wrote too much about my headache...i should end it here. you just wasted ur time to read some junk.....hahhaa

Author: elmolulu » Comments:

July 18, 2004

unsatisfy...

Lately I've been experiencing some weird feelings...I don't know what it means to have a job to go to when I wake up every morning...I can't imagine what it would be like after I graduate. Maybe I'm just too lazy? That could be it, but I don't really know...ai ya.......i feel so lost...hahaha...i need to find something meaningful to do...I want to go on a photography trip....ahha....but I don't have the guts to go on trips by myself yet...all in all, I guess I was trying to say that i feel like i'm wasting my life...cuz everyday is the same...I wouldn't feel the difference btw today and tomorrow if you know what i mean...and for some reason, I think something in changing...it happened all of a sudden...i really hope things could stay the way they were before...but there is nothing i can do about it...i just feel a little disappointed...anyways, i just needed to find a place to vent...

Author: elmolulu » Comments:

July 12, 2004

Spiderman!

wahoo!! finally get to see spiderman 2! Amazingly it didn't fall into the "2nd is worst than the 1st one" sequence. this one has alot more romance involved and i believe there is gonna be a 3rd one after this!! Now i still want to see two brothers, i wonder if i get to see it next week.

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