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July 18, 2004

unsatisfy...

Lately I've been experiencing some weird feelings...I don't know what it means to have a job to go to when I wake up every morning...I can't imagine what it would be like after I graduate. Maybe I'm just too lazy? That could be it, but I don't really know...ai ya.......i feel so lost...hahaha...i need to find something meaningful to do...I want to go on a photography trip....ahha....but I don't have the guts to go on trips by myself yet...all in all, I guess I was trying to say that i feel like i'm wasting my life...cuz everyday is the same...I wouldn't feel the difference btw today and tomorrow if you know what i mean...and for some reason, I think something in changing...it happened all of a sudden...i really hope things could stay the way they were before...but there is nothing i can do about it...i just feel a little disappointed...anyways, i just needed to find a place to vent...

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  1. Anonymous Anonymous | 7/19/2004 10:13 p.m. |  

    scared to go on trips alone? no worry la.. we will all go someday!!

    and there are more things to do when u grow up... as u grow older, u have more freedom and choices to make.. and then u will have ur own family to support.. and ur definition of "doing something meaningful" might change.. it could be.. going to park with kids or sth.. and u can always do photography as ur hobby when u grow up.. (more money = more control of ur life! :D) lots of ah bak has that hobby!!!..

    herman........(i think i should get a login)

  2. Anonymous Anonymous | 7/23/2004 12:58 a.m. |  

    Just know that i'll always be there for you...

  3. Blogger elmolulu | 7/24/2004 1:43 a.m. |  

    and you are?

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