August 20, 2004
where is my life going?
Recently my desire to move out is growing stronger and stronger. I really think I would be so much happier emotionally if I don't live w/ my parents. I'm sorry to say that, but it is what I'm feeling. However, to have things in your way is not an easy task at all. I really have a lot to consider or think about. Money is the key issue. I'd need to pay my own rent, other living expenses, tuition, transportation etc...I wouldn't have the car I'm driving now if I decided to move out so its either I have to start getting use to taking bus or I have to lease/rent a car? which I don't think it's a valid option at this point. If I need to have the money to pay for all these stuffs, I would have to work. Would I be able to balance btw school and work? I'm not really sure...too bad I'm not the smart kind of student or else I can just work more and study less...sigh...what is my best solution? Probably moving out after I graduate and get a full time job...which is like 2 more yrs later...I don't know if I can survive for that long.........sigh...
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
August 14, 2004
new creation
haha.....i didn't have anything to do today, so i was drawing/dodling(sp?) on a piece of paper and i ended up w/ this. hahah....
wat do you think? hahah.....i find it to be so cute....hohohoho....
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
August 09, 2004
feeling empty
i just realize how difficult it is to just find a free guestbook! damn it! hhahah.......i've been searching around for days........and still no luck......maybe i should really learn php....haha...but i'll wait for herman to teach me! hohoh...so smart! q^_^p
other than that there's nothing much going on in my life, i'm still suffering from the same routine everyday. i'm pretty much sick and tired of it...but i dont' have a choice. I have to pay most of my own tuition from now on..i don't know how i can do this...all the money i saved is gonna be all gone....and it ruins my plan for moving out right after graduate!!!!!!!! fuk! i wish i could just quit...why is life so complicated and frustrating? why can't it be simple.....i want everything to be so simple that i don't have to think before i act....
ps. the guestbook section is working now!! go sign it u all!
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
August 02, 2004
yeah! New Layout!
check it out if you have time!
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
