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August 09, 2004

feeling empty

i just realize how difficult it is to just find a free guestbook! damn it! hhahah.......i've been searching around for days........and still no luck......maybe i should really learn php....haha...but i'll wait for herman to teach me! hohoh...so smart! q^_^p
other than that there's nothing much going on in my life, i'm still suffering from the same routine everyday. i'm pretty much sick and tired of it...but i dont' have a choice. I have to pay most of my own tuition from now on..i don't know how i can do this...all the money i saved is gonna be all gone....and it ruins my plan for moving out right after graduate!!!!!!!! fuk! i wish i could just quit...why is life so complicated and frustrating? why can't it be simple.....i want everything to be so simple that i don't have to think before i act....
ps. the guestbook section is working now!! go sign it u all!

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Anonymous | 8/10/2004 1:03 a.m. |
when i grad, i might need to move out too...

then we can room 2ge+her and share rent!

mike~
Anonymous | 8/10/2004 12:10 p.m. |
wah...wat about ME?? i want to move too...fine leave me out...but i don't think i'll have money to move out after grad~...that is IF i grad~

Cath~~
elmolulu | 8/11/2004 7:38 a.m. |
oh yes!! we can share rent...hohohoho
JQ | 8/11/2004 12:50 p.m. |
stupid expensive fees for a few courses!!! but life is really hard to be simple ga...

i made a deal with my parents the other day, well they made it with me: they said since they'll be needing a lot of help at the possible new place, i help out more than once in a week, work around my schedule, and then they'll pay for my osap debts...

so i guess we all have that hard step we have to cross...quite weird to say hang in there but this is all part of growing up, and things will never be as simple as it used to be...so we accept that or have a hard time living with all these financial problems
Anonymous | 8/11/2004 6:12 p.m. |
wahahhaha herman sucks at php still!! but its possible to write a gbook script with php ga! hahahah.. me on the other hand.. dont wanna move out of the house after i graduate hhaha.. i wanna save up money! make sure i can buy house and car first.. then sin move out.. haha i think im so selfish :P dunno la!

Herman
elmolulu | 8/12/2004 8:06 a.m. |
oh...moving out by myself is more important than saving money to actually buy a house and a car...haha.....how much money do you need to save in order to buy a house...i couldn't do it w/o saving money for yrs....and i do not/will not want to stay home during those yrs! hahaha...different ppl have different views, most of the guys that i know are thinking the same way as u do...they would stay at home and save money for a car first...haha....

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