Everyday is a new beginning...if you let it be.
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September 28, 2004
I'm more than happy to announce that I think I'm getting some progress in letting go...something that i should have done much earlier!! wahoo good job elmolulu!! *pat on shoulder* :)
Oh btw, Happy mid-autumn festival everyone! Jenn, good luck on our exams......
September 27, 2004
地獄天使 透露夢的訊息
忽隱忽現 模糊了視線
愛的疲倦 心還是破碎
面臨決裂 是誰定的罪
你帶我上天堂 又推我下去
我擁抱著遺憾墜落在天際
你帶我上天堂 又推我下去 不敢相信 但你已決定
Just got back from driving my mom to work, since i have a class at 11 so i might as well stay up and do some study?! althought that's not really wat i want...
I think I need time to forget, I need time to let go...i know i don't stand a chance so pls let me do this before it gets any worse...
September 19, 2004
人似乎總要經歷過困難,錯折或感情創傷才能慢慢成長. 既然如此,人應該感謝那些曾經令他變得更懂事的每一位. 因為跌底過, 才懂得怎樣站起來.
相信因果循環, 每件事情的發生都有它的理由.
不屬於你的, 無論怎樣努力也不會得到. 也許做人不要過份執著, 一切隨緣就是最好的解脫...
September 13, 2004
i dont' know why but i keep finding myself fallen back into the same cycle over and over again.....most likely theres something wrong w/ me and my eyes...that's the only reason that can explain everything. must be.. *nodds*
Should i give up or keep trying? i really don't know wat is the "right" thing to do anymore...very confused. so many times i've been given the signal to let go.....but its not so easy to forget. y?...y do i have to go thru this again??? i hate myself! argh!
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hee hee i found this in a forum.
不能兩情相悅的愛情是一種精神病治療的藥物有3種
1.稀釋沖淡藥 用時間來沖刷,稀釋,時間可以沖淡一切,要多少時間係同你愛佢既程度成正比
2.雪球轉移藥 搵過另一個,將自己的感情全部轉移到另一個身上,但是最危險的是萬一呢段感情失敗左就好似雪球一樣愈滾愈大,我自己試過呢個方法係算可行.但係就好似賭注一樣
3.充實心靈藥 不停搵野黎做,搵班fd出黎大瘋大吠,或返教會團契,充實自己,等自己無時間去胡思亂想,雖然有d自欺欺人,但好多人都好鐘意呢個治療,因為咁可以填補自己心靈上果份空虛寂寞可能好多人都將第1同第3種藥混埋一齊,但療效唔一樣,因為用第一種藥會仍信會找真摰既愛情,但第3種藥會易使自己對愛情失信心,易沉淪,迷失自我
想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易
September 11, 2004
Haha.....i think my school schedule is pretty messed up............i don't know why i didn't see that before the course selection......holy........i JUST realize i could have taken the new media courses this term.....i have no idea why i told my prof i coudln't back in June.......stupid me......anyways...i have so many course conflicts that i couldn't solve...hahha.....now i'm stuck w/ differential equation.......which i don't know if its good or bad.......-_-". the only good thing is that they are offering b63 in summer! so i can keep my photoshop course....at least i'm happy about that.
September 09, 2004
School is officially starting for me in about 2 1/2 hrs. Kinda excited for it...but i can hear the rain drops from outside.....it's gonna be a cool chilly day. Thinking if i should go to school earlier and buy my books...cuz theres gonna be long line ups for books......I don't really know what I've been doing these days.....pretty much meaningless ps2/gb days i must say...i should stop this habit before its too late. I hope everything would go well for all my friends for this new school yr especially jen and herman. :) As for myself...i think should stop thinking about it or i'm gonna sink again... *_*
September 07, 2004
going to get the parking permit today.......and i finally have the feeling that school is about to start. this yr's summer seems to pass by very fast, didn't really achieved anything during summer. i'm starting to worry how the new school yr is gonna be...a lot of uncertainties are coming up in my mind. i don't know if i'm ready to study another yr of university, i don't know if i can handle all the courses, i don't know if i can balance btw work and study, etc. too many "i don't know"s. what does it means to be graudate? i think i'm gonna miss university's life after graduation. maybe i want to stay in school forever? i'm afraid to face the real world out there.
"Sunrise"
Sunrise, sunrise
Looks like mornin' in your eyes
But the clocks held 9:15 for hours
Sunrise, sunrise
Couldn't tempt us if it tried
Cause the afternoon's already come and gone
And I said hoo...
To you
Surprise, surprise
Couldn't find it in your eyes
But I'm sure it's written all over my face
Surprise, surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see we made it through another day
And I said hoo...
To you
Now good night
Throw its cover down
On me again
Ooh and if I'm right
It's the only way
To bring me back
--Feels like home, Norah Jones
