September 13, 2004
i dont' know why but i keep finding myself fallen back into the same cycle over and over again.....most likely theres something wrong w/ me and my eyes...that's the only reason that can explain everything. must be.. *nodds*
Should i give up or keep trying? i really don't know wat is the "right" thing to do anymore...very confused. so many times i've been given the signal to let go.....but its not so easy to forget. y?...y do i have to go thru this again??? i hate myself! argh!
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hee hee i found this in a forum.
不能兩情相悅的愛情是一種精神病治療的藥物有3種
1.稀釋沖淡藥 用時間來沖刷,稀釋,時間可以沖淡一切,要多少時間係同你愛佢既程度成正比
2.雪球轉移藥 搵過另一個,將自己的感情全部轉移到另一個身上,但是最危險的是萬一呢段感情失敗左就好似雪球一樣愈滾愈大,我自己試過呢個方法係算可行.但係就好似賭注一樣
3.充實心靈藥 不停搵野黎做,搵班fd出黎大瘋大吠,或返教會團契,充實自己,等自己無時間去胡思亂想,雖然有d自欺欺人,但好多人都好鐘意呢個治療,因為咁可以填補自己心靈上果份空虛寂寞可能好多人都將第1同第3種藥混埋一齊,但療效唔一樣,因為用第一種藥會仍信會找真摰既愛情,但第3種藥會易使自己對愛情失信心,易沉淪,迷失自我
想念一個人，需要衝動的感覺
思念一個人，需要深刻的烙印
接近一個人，需要滿懷的誠意
愛上一個人，需要十足的勇氣
放棄一個人，談何容易
hmm........ i'm quite lost in what you said there... i wanna know more so can you be more specific? :D
well, we always try-n-error for our whole lives, in whatever aspect, or in whatever which way, even if you try to avoid doing the "wrong" thing. To me, there is no such things as "right" or "wrong"... I would just consider if it's "worthy" or not for me to do :D Even it's a "wrong" thing, you may still gain something from the outcome.
sorrie if i get the wrong message~
identify urself man!
How specific do you want me to be? hahah...if i learned from my mistakes then yeah i agree w/ wat u've said...but it seems like i've made the same mistake again...so i think its probably my problem for fallen into the same trap...hahah...i don't think anyone would know wat i'm talking about here except maybe 1 or 2 individuals. so you are not left out....hahhahahah :)
i think with that sort of thing that u're going through, or we all go through, i agree with whoever the heck anonymous is...there is really no right or wrong thing to do, it really isn't the whole 'trial and error' sort of thing that we do with academics or our jobs etc..matters of the heart are up to the heart to decide, to plunge/let go/give up or to take it on boldly..
i guess i'm saying act according to ur emotions, instead of the opposite
wa~ this is exactly was i do - 不停搵野黎做, 搵班fd出黎大瘋大吠... 充實自己,等自己無時間去胡思亂想! but it only lasts for the time when u r busy... once u quiet down... the prob is still there... i guess after all, only #1 works...!!
n when u know u should let go... u should try every possible way to pull urself out... don't 'follow ur heart' as it often plays tricks on u... n lead u into a trap... do what is "right" - smtg that u will not regret of...
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