December 28, 2004
I can sense that I have changed. And I don't like these changes, I feel like I'm back to the person I was in at highschool which I prefer not to be. I don't know what caused these changes but I'm guessing it could be the fact that I didn't have enough time to read some meaningful books and I was too busy w/ the school and work life. I keep giving myself excuses to be a "bad" person. I really should stop that. I found my emotions are quite unreasonable at times and I just couldn't help myself but to think a certain way...and not until later that I realize I hated myself when I think like that.
That's the reflection for today. Hope you all had/will have a wonderful Christmas and New Year holidays!
i think it's cuz usually u work so hard at keeping urself intact with the new u that sometimes u just want a break and be whatever
don't worry..u're not being bad or unreasonable in my eyes...if u are...i'll let ya know :P
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