December 17, 2004
Originally, I wanted to wait till I have new photos to update this blog. But today I'm in the mood of writing one. There's this "burning desire" inside me that wants to break out. I want to do something big in my life, I want to go travel places and learn more life skills (not the books theories). And yet, I'm no where near where I wanted to be or Whom I wanted to be. I'm not sure for how much longer I can survive w/ the student life in which I'm living now. My mind and emotions are constantly changing for some odd reasons. One moment I want to study hard and get a good mark, the next moment you'll find me watching tv/anime. I don't know what's wrong w/ me...I wasn't like this 10 yrs ago......wahhahah.....I want to go back and be a good student...I really do...but the devil inside me is not allowing me to do so...argh, God help me!
y chinese all of a sudden??
oh just asking jei, don't have to give me that "look"!
hahahh that's what i feel right now!!! i think a year or so later, i want to go do the exchange student thing..to china though....i wanted to do this for awhile now hahaa..and i have my parents' approval..they think it'll be good for me...so i think i'm going to go for a term or so...but next year..not right now..i need to get my life in order first
this is MELANIE. sorry i respond so late... but i never knew that u had this new blog now!! sigh.. u never told me...
I am doing exactly the same thing... I don't want to do any other things beside Music. at the same time i want to have good mark too. I want to be a good student as a good girl. However, I am failing all! I am not even a good person to be friend with. I am very cold blood sometimes, while I can be extremely passionate and can make u overwhelm... But remmeber... when u go travel, count me in!!! hehehe
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