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December 25, 2005

愚蠢

近日不知怎的察覺自己的智慧日漸衰退, 連小學程度的算術也忘記怎樣做. 可能這是老人癡呆的先兆. 然後在超市結帳時更尷尬地發覺錢包留了在家!!

玩弄

一個人會沈溺陶醉在自己編織的世界到什麼程度才會醒覺?

附出不應望回報, 這個道理從小就知道, 只是想不到長大了卻因對人好而受傷害. 為什麼沒有得罪/傷害過人卻要遭受惡意對待? 如果這就是所謂的遊戲規則, 那我寧可選擇避世. 花了許多時間,心血和精神, 經歷過無數個失眠的夜晚, 亦承受了椎心的痛苦. 一切都夠了, 我不是一件可供人玩弄於掌上的玩物.

-----------寫於2005年12月25日早上12時59分

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December 21, 2005


精神分裂

已經忘記了從那時開始腦海裡就有兩把聲音不斷地交雜著, 害我連自己是誰也分不清. 它們的名字分別是"理智"與"感情". 大部份的時間都是理智在操控著一切, 但偶而感情也會不安份地跳出來. 我的思想就像是它們的戰場. 我是主人, 卻沒有話事權.

-----------寫於2005年12月21日晚上11時15分

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so tired...
I'm like half dead...my body is so tired..all muscles are sore. I was shopping for Christmas gifts the whole day, which I must add, Alan John Lau's gift took me nearly an hr(or even more) to get it. So Alan, you better like it or I'll hit u on the head! lol....I kept walking and walking to the point where I couldn't walk anymore so I hurried into my car to get home. But just as I was leaving the mall, I remembered I was suppose to go to Bestbuy to get blank DVDs for myself!! Argh!! I'm so mad now..I wrote it down, and I reminded myself before I get there...sigh...what can I say? I'm just dumb...:P Gotta get the rest of the gifts tm and MUST go to bestbuy or else they would be out of stock!!! please don't let that happen!! Oh one more thing, I went to Sport Check and they only have the puma that i'm wearing now, but not the one i wanted...so ..that sucks.

I am having HOT POT dinner tonight!! hurray!!!!

And..one last thing...
So I read Herman's entry about his wishlist, and becuz of that I think I should make one too!
hee hee...

This list is in a priority queue! :)

1.) CSI Season 5 DVD set
2.) Puma future cat shoes
3.) A new School bag (cuz my zipperS are all broken..lol)
4.) A free massage session
5.) Bed Sheet and Pillow Cover (my bed is twin size!)
6.) A 17" monitor from Samsung or Dell
7.) Coach Wallet
8.) DVD & VHS player
9.) A dress from Alan? oh and a pair of shoes that matches! lol
10.) Mr & Mrs Smith DVD

lol that's all for now! ^_^ (seems like all my wish gifts are over Christmas presents' budget! lol!!!!)

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December 19, 2005

Uh oh...
My C73 final is approaching, I should be studying extra hard...but instead I take breaks and watch tv shows..>_< Today I'll restraint myself from using the computer!!! I MUST!!!

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December 15, 2005

大風雪的晚上

Snowing started in the afternoon, I could see them falling clearly outside of my office's huge glass windows. I didn't go to weather network before I go to work today, so I didn't know how bad its gonna be. As usual I don't fill up gas until the very last minute, and today after work I see there is one more "section" left on the meter so being my lazy self I told myself i'm going to fill it tm. But as I get stuck in traffic on kennedy, I see the meter goes down to E and the empty signal is on. Looking at the slowly close to not moving traffic, I start to panic.

As bad luck as I can get, there is a train passing thru on kennedy! So I was cursing the train and all the cars in front of me because I'm almost out of gas, and I'm freezing cold cuz I turned off the heat to save some gas. Can't see clearly on the side windows, my feet are starting to lose feeling and there are a bus AND a truck in the front of my lane. I can't change lane, because I'm afraid I won't be able to cut back in afterwards.

Despite all the bad luck I encountered, my precious car managed to get me to the Esso gas station! I was soooo relieve as soon as I got there. Now everything is fine and I love my car more than ever! I have to thank it for being on my side during our most difficult time! My precious Corolla, I love you!! muah!


P.S. You might be wondering, why the chinese title? I have that becuz originally I was gonna make a chinese entry on something else. But I changed my mind, or maybe i'll write that entry on some other day.

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December 14, 2005

Back from hiatus


A lot has happened lately, just that I didn't have time to update on my life. The last few weeks of school was seriously insane. Everyone was so busy, and not to mention I'm taking 6 courses.

Countless of sleepless nights...anyways during my busy assignment nights, music has became my best friend. Here I want to highlight some of the good songs I've heard recently.

The entire album of Janice is very good. The songs I like are:
  1. Goodbye
  2. 心亂如麻
  3. My Love My Fate

The second album I think is good is Sandy Lam's new album. The songs I like are:
  1. 時光本是無罪
  2. 為何他會離開你
  3. 夜有所夢
I remember the last time I listen to Sandy's music was more than 10 yrs ago. So I don't really have a memory of her singing, but this album is simply amazing. It makes me feel so comfortable listening to her voice. Ging ar!

Haha I feel like I'm doing a music album review here...the last album I'm gonna mention is Justin's album.

Featuring:
  1. 好人new version
  2. Erica
  3. 冰淇淋之味

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