April 22, 2006
Is life really worth it?
Things just keep getting worse and worse. One bad news after another and it seems there are still more for me to find out...
So many thoughts came into my mind when i heard the news. I don't think its true...I don't believe it...or I just don't "want" to believe it...have to find out if its for sure true...
If it is true...I don't know how my life will turn out...maybe I won't even be able to finish University? hum...gotta gather enough "evidence" to prove its true or not...I'll just wait and see...
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
April 16, 2006
something is not right
I don't know what it is...but I feel so awkward these few days when I was suppose to be enjoying the time I had with my friends. Whenever I'm in a group, I kept thinking about other things, like I can't concentrate or give full attention to the group of friends I was with. I find that so weird...it is almost like a sense of "not belonging".
Whatever it is, I'm not feeling good about it. Maybe I have changed? Or maybe my friends changed? I don't know...
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
April 15, 2006
Basic Instinct
I had a chance to watch basic instinct 1 right before the sequel came out. I actually thought it was a rather clever movie. It was able to deliver the sense of suspense throughout the entire movie and all the way to the end. Even I had second thoughts as to who the "real" killer was.
Because of that I'm more interested in watching the now playing movie "Basic Instinct 2", afterall this is the reason that motivated me to watch the first one. But I have heard a lot of people saying the sequel is not good at all, and it is a crappy movie.
I can never judge a movie until I've actually seen it with my own eyes. So regardless of what others might have said about this movie, I still want to watch it!
Author: elmolulu » Comments:
April 06, 2006
有過去的女人
愛上了這首歌的歌詞...
作曲：側田
填詞：林夕
幾多打擊幾次跌傷 懂得堅壯
最怕處事未曾成熟至扮強悍
幾多傷口幾個重擔 在我肩膊
連流淚也說這是汗
全為要萬人看
好想飲泣偏偏今晚尚有工作
倦了都得這空房
及半邊冰冷睡床
當初多天真的戀愛試過嚮往
但嫁衣不再青春 沒法穿得好看
愛是最大寄望難免只得失望
根本不想工作至上 做人硬朗
我用歲月去換嫁妝
但哪位在乎我?
給我禦寒
說說笑笑匆匆交往試過幾趟
被愛都感到驚慌
未信天生有情郎
始終很天真 想找我命裡主角
為了他主理清湯
令我掌心火燙
愛是最易去令女人死心失望
相戀分手擁抱放下例行動作
再盡努力去換嫁妝
但我的心已慌
漸漸習慣不要伴侶
然而夜半惡夢扎醒抱著誰
強人活到八十歲
庭園怎麼寬敞都要獨居
真的不想死撐下去 勉強說謊
請准許我軟弱到
從此擁抱到天光
某某抱抱也是理想
越去追越迷茫
花也漸黃
-----------寫於2006年4月6日凌晨12時41分
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