A New Beginning

emotional

April 25, 2007

I'll admit, I'm a very emotional person. Maybe most ppl can't tell, but that's becuz I'm Aquarius, and Aquarius can seem to have a very strong character outside but have a very fragile and emotional inside.

It's always been like that, one day I'm happy, the next day I'll think of stuff and then I'll be depressed. My emotion just fluctuates like a stock market chart.

Every now and then I would reflect on myself. I'd start questioning my own behaviors and actions, and then realized how stupid I was and promise myself not to do such foolish things again. The next day, I'll forget everything and continue the cycle all over.

This is not healthy, definitely eating up my body and soul. I had a frd that told me I look thinner than before, that should be a good news for most of the girls, but not for me, not when I know the true cause of the weight loss.

I'm tired, I want this to be over. But my foolish mind keeps on dragging me back into the trap. It's a trap that I'm willing to fall into, hence why I can never get out of it.

When will I be able to get back to the normal "me"?

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