A New Beginning

University...is finally over...

April 20, 2007

This is it, I just wrote my last final exam in my undergrad years! I thought it was too early to feel the full impact of what it really means, cuz I wasn't too excited or anything.

But for some odd reason, I couldn't sleep. I slept for 4 hours and then woke up feeling not sleepy at all. I think maybe in my subconscious I'm really excited but I was suppressing that feeling somehow.

So here I am, wide awake, especially after a shower at this time of the day. I was thinking about my life after University. What am I going to do now that school is over? I feel so empty all of a sudden, it seems like a part of my life is taken away from me and I have lost my goal of life.

Of course I know I still have a job to go to during the day, and really that should be my next goal in life - having a successful career. Somehow I think my life is going too well as planned and I am too accustom to it to the point where I forget what it means to have a career. It doesn't feel like a real full-time job for me because all these time I'm also in school.

Everything seems so surreal at this moment, I think I've just entered another "lost" stage of my life, searching for the meaning of life, yet again...

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