tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52436642011-09-03T13:42:17.861-04:00elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.comBlogger2811100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-70557057218926547482008-08-13T11:55:00.000-04:002008-08-13T11:56:03.970-04:00

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elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-47071824114190064092008-08-06T23:38:00.005-04:002008-08-07T07:30:37.269-04:00

Seems like my life is a loop, except I don't know when the condition will end, maybe until all my resources are out then the loop will be forced to halt.Is it by coincidence? Or this is my fate? Its interesting and disturbing at the same time. I think its a little too soon to draw conclusions, I will give it sometime, and see how everything will play out.Some things I thought I know, but it turns

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1232466950933919332008-08-05T18:01:00.002-04:002008-08-05T18:04:24.572-04:00

For some reason, hocc's dvd didn't play in my dvd player...its encoded in mpeg-2 dvd format, does anyone know why it doesn't work?

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-70873715479761303322008-08-04T23:37:00.000-04:002008-08-04T23:38:31.500-04:00

I'm thinking... if I think too much sometimes...LOL

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-75746547982724977822008-07-30T21:32:00.006-04:002008-07-30T21:47:02.184-04:00

Special Edition Goo Blog Book + Meow Meow LED + White BadgesCan you see the embossed text? Can you? Can you??A closer lookBadges!

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-63042919340399791582008-07-25T07:26:00.009-04:002008-07-25T18:56:09.037-04:00

突然心血來潮翻開全用中文的舊日誌, 才驚覺從前已懂的道理現竟忘得一乾二淨。 知識不進則退, 想不到做人亦是一樣。感覺好像自去年開始就已喪失了寫作能力。。。２００７年我究竟用了作甚?!"每個人都應該為自己的人生負責" - 不要把過錯推落他人身上"幸福是因人而異, 所以每個人都有資格擁有幸福" - 有錢不代表幸福, 有份好工不代表幸福, 結了婚也不代表幸福...我們的人生是好是壞, 成功或失敗, 都是自己選擇的. 遇到困難就唉聲歎氣, 怨天尤人, 是不負責任的表現.快樂, 應該就是能夠找到讓自己覺得幸福的生活方式吧!最後這句應改作: "幸福, 應該就是能夠找到讓自己覺得快樂的生活方式吧!" 似乎更為恰當.每次重閱它們, 都能令我感觸良多, 可能因為寫得太好的關係吧! 哈哈!

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-86574205985611085032008-07-19T09:55:00.007-04:002008-07-19T11:43:12.141-04:00

I made this myself!! but i think the potatoes can be smaller and more curry sauce next time! :)Also featured...同場加映: Simple and Clean

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-91350274551922427242008-07-18T14:16:00.000-04:002008-07-18T14:17:23.490-04:00

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream You never would believe those things that I had seen I looked in the mirror and I saw your face You looked right through me, you were miles away All my dreams they fade away I'll never be the same If you could see me the way you see yourself I can't pretend to be someone else You always love me more, miles away I hear it in your voice, we're miles away You're not

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-40961816296878495512008-07-10T00:27:00.002-04:002008-07-10T00:35:03.771-04:00

Something triggered me to reflect on my work attitude. I admit that I have been slacking off ever since end of February. I'm not sure if it was becuz of the stress level I had or the fact that nobody is looking behind my back anymore. Maybe a little bit of both.Anyhow, I can't let myself to slip off like this, I need to get back on tract. Back to the professionalism I had when I first started. I

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-59779262025529238462008-07-03T12:32:00.001-04:002008-07-03T12:32:58.044-04:00

沿途就算跌　要跌得好看才能不自責　報答別人厚望然而誰明白我　沒你們所想的堅壯我很想找個人　對我說別怯慌回顧中彷彿一步一生每一級一世都難忘　如何吸引曾碰上每個過路人　跟我漸行漸遠懸崖上我始終都企穩誰伴我去走一步一生每一位一個不留神　不再熱吻還有沒有人　令我驚險又興奮願我能　提示我這一雙腳　別震

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-5766332924675841082008-06-29T20:50:00.003-04:002008-06-29T21:00:42.803-04:00

I think I'm really disappointed in my mom...i was in the living room watching tv and she was on the phone w/ her friend. So she knew i'm there and I'm pretty sure the things she said is really what she believes in.Apparently for me to have the job I'm working at is becuz i'm lucky. She said more than once to her friend that her younger daughter is really lucky to have a job and she's lucky becuz

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-3841978358832564602008-06-21T16:22:00.003-04:002008-06-21T16:27:55.109-04:00

I was doing some research regarding my upcoming trip. Just in a few hours, I already learned quit abit of my dream vacation spot.I just made myself a bowl of noodles, as I was eating, I thought of this plan.Starting today, I will make sure I learn something new everyday. Because the world is just so big...so many interesting things and facts are out there. I need to explore more of the world I'm

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-26565390706060480512008-06-16T22:08:00.003-04:002008-06-16T22:23:22.447-04:00

Today is the first time I traveled with GO train. Have heard many things about the train but never tried it myself, mainly due to the high cost for the rides. The environment is different from TTC. I like the fact that you can view outside the window at all times. Unlike TTC is underground most of the time. The traveling time is much less than TTC, I think it is because of the fewer stops. I also

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-43818127008719053272008-06-06T04:52:00.002-04:002008-06-06T04:58:53.455-04:00

Ever since I started watching Last Friends, I'm drawn to it like the rest of the ppl who love this show. Sometimes I don't understand all the things in the show, but it is after seeing how happy and close friends can be by living together, I am seriously considering it.I just finished watching ep 9 and this is probably the worst ending so far plus they didn't show the preview like they used to...

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-84496607502830250252008-06-01T23:50:00.003-04:002008-06-02T00:08:27.206-04:00

wow time has been flying really fast, it's already mid yr of 2008...it's kinda scary...lolAnyways, lately I've been thinking about getting a car and moving out. I think I want to move out more than getting a car. The car can wait. But I test drove cooper S and cooper last week...lol surprisingly I like the cooper S much better than the regular one...but then some of my frds said driving auto in

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1197635733589216462008-05-20T20:36:00.000-04:002008-05-20T20:37:03.379-04:00

omg i'm so excited...hahha....test driving cooper S this sat!! woot!

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-20914690892010889962008-05-15T22:39:00.003-04:002008-05-15T22:51:35.324-04:00

earlier this week, I received a postcard from a friend. I was so shocked and happy at the same time. I think this is my first time receiving postcards and I was overwhelmed with the happy feeling. It's so good to know there's someone on the other side of the world actually thinks and cares about you.That postcard made my day and I was in a very good mood that morning. I think I would fall in

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07425086881566941285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-44712129513381838852008-04-13T08:33:00.003-04:002008-04-13T08:43:56.231-04:00

Last night, I went out for drinks w/ some friends and as usual we talked about things that are happening in our group of friends.I'm really concerned about this particular friend right now, I can sense something is happening or something is changing his attitude. However, he was not willing to share whatever is troubling him. I used to talk a lot with him about all sorts of stuff because we are

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-53496976357177804602008-04-12T09:53:00.003-04:002008-04-12T10:30:33.729-04:00

Lately, my schedule is packed with events one after another. First it is studying for my ACE exam, then I have to prepare for interviews, on top of that I also have been doing some freelance work. All of these are happening outside of my daily work schedule...haha...just the sound of it makes me want to fall asleep.Despite the fact I have been so busy, I still found time to meet w/ my dear

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1284447845087366632008-03-21T23:25:00.002-04:002008-03-21T23:45:46.196-04:00

I don't know what happened to me, I used to know what's the right thing to do at the right time...but lately i think I've lost that ability. I tend to just say whatever is on my mind w/o "polishing" it...I don't like myself being this way, I want to go back to my old self...I wonder if it has anything to do w/ me losing the ability to feel...so I can't show/feel empathy for others...something

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-74219109078057271572008-03-02T22:14:00.002-05:002008-03-02T22:41:48.985-05:00

This weekend is a very relaxing one. First I tried tequila shot on friday w/ coworkers, then yesterday I went out to do everything I needed to. Between yesterday and today I watched three movies and one anime all together. 1)Awake - it talks about a patient still has conscious during operation. It's like the chinese saying of "靈魂出竅" which means the soul is separated w/ the body. The patient was

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-7168392682553312502008-02-23T11:56:00.002-05:002008-02-23T11:59:56.621-05:00

日子一天一天過去, 轉眼間我已踏進人生中的第25年。25二字對你來說代表什麼? 或許每人也有不同的定義。在我眼中25歳是人生一個里程碑, 所以有必要來一個總結。回顧過去24的年日子, 當中有苦有樂。從小讀書成績尚算可以, 直到大學時期才開始感受到真正的壓力, 擔心成績的好壞會直接影響到工作或未來的人生。因為移民的關係, 由小學六年級開始接受外國教育, 常常在如果我還在香港, 走的路一定截然不同。大學畢業正式投身社會, 由於一直也有在工作的關係, 並無"重新開始"的感覺。起初事業平穩, 能夠得到上師賞識和支持, 當時真的覺得自己非常幸運。 直到最近人事變動, 部門前境不明。 令我開始焦慮不安, 第一次親身感受到辦公室政治的厲害, 前途變得明暗不定, 漸漸迷失了。在我反覆思量後, 無論週遭事物變遷, 只要向著定下的目標前進, 應該都可以活出自己想要的人生。生活中的碎片, 點滴積成今天的我。

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-66506979234273579552008-01-29T20:54:00.000-05:002008-01-29T21:29:04.259-05:00

Today is the first day to work without my boss. Suddenly there are so much more I need to take care of. There is no one there to protect or look over for me anymore. One major difference is the amount of meetings I have to go to. I had two meetings today, two more tomorrow and three more again the day after. I can't even do work anymore, it's just too overwhelming. On one hand I've got a handful

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-17567020350048138992008-01-26T19:46:00.000-05:002008-01-26T19:47:59.348-05:00

Today I watched the music video of this song...suddenly...i fell in love w/ the song again...驚了天也動了地曾經深愛過的一個你瞎了眼也瘋了心曾想過從這裡跳下去那裡來的一份勇氣結果我還是存活下去剪了髮　搬了家鏡子裡還是我嗎忘了你的眉毛　忘了你的味道忘了一個人的舞蹈忘了你有多高　再忘了你的好直到我忘了我們是我們忘了我就可以忘了你就在這一天我試著去想起你卻發現我眼中已經看不到你掏空了心　也翻不出你忘了我就可以忘了你這世界上彷彿再沒有一個你忽然有一滴眼淚　我吞了下去站在這屋頂看下去我總可以　忘了你是你　呼吸空氣忘了你的眉毛　忘了你的味道忘了你殺人的微笑忘了你有多高　再忘了你的好直到我忘了煎熬是煎熬也許因為　忘了我是我　不再有我

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-24584559509257585462008-01-15T21:29:00.001-05:002008-01-15T22:06:41.359-05:00

I didn't even have time to finish my entry about working at my job for one year, and today I had to face the fact that my boss is leaving.Everything still seems so surreal to me, when she told us about the news, my mind just gone blank. I can't believe this is happening all of a sudden.What I feel like is, a mother suddenly left her children and will be gone for good.I think people that are close

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-32649307689489702842008-01-14T16:27:00.000-05:002008-01-14T16:57:25.321-05:00

I'm suppose to write this entry last tuesday, but I was too lazy but here I am now.I remember when I first started working here, I get scared for the littlest thing. I used to finish work as fast as I can and then ask for more work to do. My boss was impressed by my speed and quality. Cuz usually when you do something fast, chances are you will make some mistakes. My job is based on creativity

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-44857916737103158032008-01-08T13:32:00.000-05:002008-01-08T13:40:57.979-05:00

Wow...it's already January 8th, 2008...one year from my official start date of my job as a junior web designer. hmm...if my boss didn't give me the card and gift, i wouldn't even remember it myself. There is more I want to say abt this job but I'll save it for the next post...cuz i'm stll at work! LOL

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-43922420134033003692008-01-03T23:28:00.000-05:002008-01-04T00:15:30.888-05:00

Today we went to airport to send off a friend. The funny thing is...we all thought the flight was leaving @ 8pm..but it turns out the flight is actually leaving @ 9:45pm...LOL and so we spent 3 hrs at the airport and we had 3 hrs of fun...one of the most frequent quote in our conversation was "bu xin la"...LOLBye Cathy! Have fun back @ Van...but come back to visit us soon! We'll miss ya!

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-26447669105053124492008-01-03T16:19:00.000-05:002008-01-04T00:16:16.695-05:00

I've never been to New York for countdown, this year I get to go with some of my best friends and spent four extremely fun and tiring days there. Our original plan was to countdown @ Times Square, but we got there late and it was wayyy to crowded to get in already. So we gave up and decided to countdown at the hotel instead.We ordered room service for pizza and champagne, we countdown with the

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-85286617789035086662007-12-26T13:00:00.000-05:002007-12-26T21:45:24.651-05:00

I feel so relaxed that this yr we are not going for boxing day shopping. I get to sleep in, saving money and do other more productive things...lolI think maybe it's becuz of the festive season...some feelings is kinda re-surfacing...which is really weird cuz i put it in the back of my mind long time ago...but some of these days I couldn't go thru w/o thinking...I kinda miss you.分開簡單　抹去往事極難幾多溫馨　

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-4390549374083691392007-12-06T09:50:00.000-05:002007-12-06T10:00:16.542-05:00

This week is the coldest week so far since winter came. When I watch the snow flakes falling to my car's window, I was thinking maybe my heart has turned cold and frozen along w/ the weather.I haven't been feeling much lately...like...nothing really can get me attached. Everyday is work, sleep, work, sleep and some mindless partying on weekends. I think as a result of this, I wasn't even able to

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-40439443135757679282007-11-29T09:18:00.001-05:002007-11-29T09:21:33.994-05:00

My pre-ordered CSI is here! I must compliment on Amazon's service. The item was released on 27th, shipped on 27th night and arrived in my mailbox the next day! I think I will shop at amazon again if the chance arise, hohoho...

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-14281181431474570292007-11-22T12:12:00.000-05:002007-11-22T12:26:19.310-05:00

WA I'm soooo happy these few days becuz fb let me found my long lost elementary friends! Our school has a group now and some of the pics bring back old memories...I love those days when I was still in hk...haha...Fb helped me to find a friend that i lost contact for more than 10 yrs. I was really happy that day...lol...it's funny how we were never in the same class, but cuz we take the same

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-658449743820990842007-11-15T22:10:00.000-05:002007-11-15T22:34:17.004-05:00

I think regardless if you are working your dream job or not, your boss is probably one of the most important factor in your career.Today something happened at work and made me feel very grateful to have such an amazing boss. I've been working 8 yrs and altho all my bosses were pretty nice to me, but never one of them comes close to my current boss.I must have done something right to be so lucky!I

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-90619150741310867212007-11-14T23:15:00.001-05:002007-11-14T23:15:59.533-05:00

IMG_0982 Originally uploaded by elmolulu I bought this "cactus" plant in Tokyo. Last time I grew grass in an egg and it lasted for a few weeks. This time I heard cactus takes long time to sprout, so I hope I'll be able to see it soon!

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-5135517099737000492007-10-23T07:08:00.000-04:002007-10-23T07:56:38.561-04:00

Back to T.O. last night, this visit to HK was much much better than last time I went which was 3 yrs ago. Somehow I feel HK is different, it changed from the impression I had, it improved in many aspects, or maybe simply I just didn't have enough time to shop that's why I feel like I'm missing it already...lol.Seeing old friends was one of the best part of this trip, although we all changed from

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-62976541418531831892007-10-01T04:50:00.000-04:002007-10-01T04:55:00.540-04:00

For some reason, I haven't been able to sleep much lately. Woke up around 5 or 6 for the past 2 days, I thought maybe due to the fact I sleep too much during the day, but today, I didn't take naps or anything yet I woke up after falling asleep for 3 hours. I don't know what's happening, could it be that I'm too excited for the trip? Either way, I hope I can go back to my regular sleep schedule

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-66945272730122332402007-09-17T22:26:00.000-04:002007-09-17T22:32:12.694-04:00

Nope, this is not going anywhere. The more I try, the more I realize I don't need anyone but myself, as it says under my horoscope...lol.The funny thing is, he said he doesn't like girls that lead ppl on. The day after we went out, he's in a relationship?! lol...hell yeah I'd like to be single. Seen too many ppl say one thing then do the completely opposite.I'm fine just by myself, and actually

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-23373331098921709742007-09-05T02:20:00.000-04:002007-09-05T07:14:43.252-04:00

整夜輾轉反側未能入眠, 翻閱舊日誌, 想到了從前的種種。 這四年來, 曾對自己許下無數次諾言說要放棄那段吃力不討好的關係, 但誠諾過後換來只是不斷的重蹈覆轍。 軟弱的我, 讓悲劇一再重演。 直到上個月, 終能從惡夢中醒過來, 完完全全看清他的為人, 實在無一可取。 不懂人情世故, 終日沉迷玩樂, 經常無故生氣, 自以為是, 令身邊朋友討厭也不知。每個人都有權選擇自己的生活方式, 但我無法認同他的做法。對他, 我是又愛又恨。 對他, 我是可有可無。 對他, 我是徹底失望。 值得安慰的是, 我把自己解脫了。 全球五十九億萬人, 我們能夠相遇, 相識, 相知, 可算是有緣, 可惜我們緣盡了。有一段新感情正在等我, 相信這次真的可以徹底將包袱放下, 我已為他付出了太多, 錯失了太多。 雖然有點壓力, 但經過溝通對方也明白我的想法。 我還須要時間復原, 太衝動對他不公平, 對我也沒有好處.

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-41901307213533028992007-09-05T00:44:00.000-04:002007-09-05T00:47:42.826-04:00

This problem is happening yet again. I haven't been able to sleep at my usual sleeping time lately. I'm not even sure what the cause of this is. I tried to read, tried to close my eyes, tried to count sheeps. None works. Sigh...when can I go back to my normal schedule? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-6761389547654095812007-09-03T12:50:00.000-04:002007-09-05T00:42:17.940-04:00

Finally got to cut my hair. I've always wanted to cut my hair short but then cuz he said i look better w/ long hair so i kept it. lol...so silly of me, but i guess that's what ppl do when they are in love.Now that everything is over, its time for me to be myself again and not to think of other ppl all the time.The funny thing was, my stylist suggested a style similar to hocc's previous hair when

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-47388897539092858892007-08-25T07:44:00.000-04:002007-08-25T07:46:13.166-04:00

I came across this cute article about the web development process while I was searching for some photo clips/holder decoration for my bookshelves. It illustrates the basic workflow of creating websites with cute dolls...LOLhttp://pingmag.jp/2005/12/09/the-website-development-process/

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This is not the first time I deal with difficult clients, but I always thought staff working at one of Toronto's top University should know better. I guess not.Today I have exchanged 6 emails 3 phones in total with this one client. First, she sent most of the content to me last week. In her emails, she attached some documents for content, except she would send another email like 30 mins after

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-8986471432444953532007-08-13T22:39:00.000-04:002007-08-13T22:59:42.603-04:00

I've started working on a new interface for about a month now and I'm still not close to finish. lol, mainly is becuz I'm just too lazy these days. I told myself to work on it over the weekends, but when the weekend actually comes, I feel like leaving it until later...hahaha...Anyways, hopefully I'll be more productive this weekend. Oh, did I mention the new interface is for work's web site? I

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I haven't done much for the past two weekends...lol...although I did manage to clean my desk which lasted for about 30 mins...LOL!!!My dad has been asking me to show him how to develop photos online. So I was going thru my own collection as well...and realized...there are soooo many photos waiting for me to develop. I think I should start doing what Mark's been doing - going to frds' place to get

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Why do I feel bad every time after saying something that I think is right?! I really gotta stop this non-sense. I need to stand up to what I believe.Is there an "us"? Or was it "you" and "me" all along? I need to go really clear up my mind.

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Finally, after five years of studying, my university life is coming to an end. Not everyone is still in Canada this year, so seemed like our group shrank a bit. When a friend of mine asked who came to our ceremony, I said no one, except us the graduates. Oh well, that's life, people come and go, you can never expect any individual to stay in your life forever.I'm glad my family came, I'm glad I

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Last Victoria long weekend I went to Montreal w/ three other frds. That was the third time I've been there. First time I went w/ my family when I was around 10-11...the 2nd time I went w/ the church ppl along w/ ada and feb. Oh I remember that 2nd time was brutal...I had bad memories from that trip so after that I never really wanted to go back to MTL.This time, Jenn wanted to go on a road trip,

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I'll admit, I'm a very emotional person. Maybe most ppl can't tell, but that's becuz I'm Aquarius, and Aquarius can seem to have a very strong character outside but have a very fragile and emotional inside.It's always been like that, one day I'm happy, the next day I'll think of stuff and then I'll be depressed. My emotion just fluctuates like a stock market chart.Every now and then I would

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Finally get to eat the chicken rice omelette at J-Town, wow the egg was really good...amazingly good but would be even better if there was more chicken. I think I'm loving Japanese food more and more! OISHII!!Oh and cotton got a "hair" cut! lol..so cute now!!

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This is it, I just wrote my last final exam in my undergrad years! I thought it was too early to feel the full impact of what it really means, cuz I wasn't too excited or anything.But for some odd reason, I couldn't sleep. I slept for 4 hours and then woke up feeling not sleepy at all. I think maybe in my subconscious I'm really excited but I was suppressing that feeling somehow.So here I am,

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FMM's 15th Anniversary...it was so great to see old friends and teachers! It's funny how the school and everything seems the same, but the people are all so different. It's weird to actually seeing someone grow...lol...I don't notice that in my frds cuz I see them all the time, but for the ones I only see every few yrs, its funny how their face look so much older...lolOne of the highlights were

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原來可以解作"我想念你", 同一時間亦可解釋為"我錯過了你"...It can be explained as "I miss you, I haven't seen you in a long time"...or you can read it as "I missed you, I lost the chance to be with you"...Never thought of it this way, I'm going to look at "I miss you" differently from now on...Happy ending...who doesn't want?! But in real life, most of the time, most of our relationships are made up by many many "I miss

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偏愛面子 總不肯開口 太沒有意思明明可以 像回復當年那樣子捨棄面子 講一聲很愛 聽罷就會知然而 忙著多的是 誰沒有守時而這種機會只得一次很想講一句在意嗎親暱的關係未變吧如若講出 遲來的說話連人間寂寥都不怕---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I couldn't stop crying the entire afternoon...no matter how much I tried to control it...I just couldn't stop my tears from falling down...now that I'm back to my room...my tears started to fall again...I

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-59267375242724851182007-04-01T10:12:00.000-04:002007-04-01T14:14:12.423-04:00

Oh my...I haven't blogged a single entry since Feb 4th...LOL...quite a bit happened during this time, just that I'm too lazy(as usual) to think of ways of writing down my daily life. hahah....This morning/afternoon I went to have dim sum w/ two friends and thank you Jenn for treating us lunch. I was speaking non-sense through some of the conversations and seems like my frds are getting annoyed of

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February is one of the month with the most Birthdays on my friends list. Febby, Ada and myself. Happy Birthday to Feb and Ada, wish you two all the best for this coming year.A friend of mine recommended the movie "Happy Birthday" to me yesterday. I have heard of this movie before, but I read the lyrics of the theme song and figured it's a sad movie, so I didn't feel like watching it. After my

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Today @ work was blah, spent the first half of the day fixing stupid anchor links. I don't know why I put the anchor tags outside the td tag, I was so stupid and it was my own fault. Got myself all worried for doing such a lousy job and actually submitted to my bossES. Then when I THOUGHT I fixed everything and re-submitted the link, my bigger boss found MORE things to change. She INSISTED on

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what is it with my parents and money...okay mainly it's my mom. Every conversation has to start, lead to or end with money. Seems like all my mom thinks about are $$. I find that REALLY annoying. I don't like the least bit of it. I'm so sick and tired of it to the point where I don't even want to talk to her. I made a mental note to myself that I'll never want to turn out to be someone like my

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I had a really weird dream last night. As usual, I couldn't remember the full details of my dream when I woke up the next morning. What I did remember was last night, I had dreams about zombies...-_-"In the dream human were attacked by paper monsters, where the monsters would throw a triangular shaped paper at a person, and the paper would turn into some kind of weird "shell" like material and

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1168100828254821322007-01-06T11:12:00.000-05:002007-01-06T11:33:30.650-05:00

Wow...suddenly it's already the first saturday of 2007, which means a week has passed. I'm very lucky to have the first week off, taking some rest between the transition.Let's see what I have done these few days...I slept a lot, played a lot and watched a lot of TV!! Oh I think i'm falling in love with this kind of life style...but too bad it's ending in 2 days...lol...I went to sing k twice in

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1167746937478466552007-01-02T08:53:00.000-05:002007-01-06T11:35:08.100-05:00

Link to party picsNew Year's eve party @ Herman's was a blast! We played mj, wii sports, trivia, jenga, twister, sing k and mario kart! lol!! The party started @ 4pm, but we weren't the first ones. Herman's other group of friends were there already and they were playing wii sports! So we watched a little and then migrated over to the mj table. We taught Carl, Bowie and Matt how to play taiwanese

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1167396473594903152006-12-29T07:36:00.000-05:002006-12-29T07:49:28.426-05:00

Today is the last friday of year 2006 and on top of that, it is my last day at ING, the place I've been working for the past 4 yrs. I started off as a summer student right before I go into University. I still remember my co-workers were telling me University is not as scary as I thought. I used to think ppl working @ ING are all so nice and I really liked the place at that time.As time passed by,

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1166099377170580002006-12-14T07:20:00.000-05:002006-12-14T07:31:24.700-05:00

I'm having a mixed feelings of excitement and nervousness. I'm going to have my interview on next Tuesday, if I do a good job on it, it will lead me to my very first full time job. Althought I've been working ever since HS, but I've always been a part time here and there. Never once in my life did I have a full time before. To me, a full time job is like a REAL job, which means this will be the

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1165759156499298762006-12-10T08:48:00.000-05:002006-12-10T09:01:14.353-05:00

Haven't updated my blog for awhile, it's not becuz nothing interesting happened, just becuz i'm too lazy to update...lol...anyways, I'm hoping there will be an important post coming up sometime next week! Keeping my fingers crossed!So today, originally I was planning to go to one of the Zellers and line up for Wii w/ my coworker @ 5am. But just as we were planning which stores to go first, I

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1164002773822776072006-11-20T01:02:00.000-05:002006-11-20T01:06:13.843-05:00

hum...weird things are happening to me...tonight i drank a bottle of corona during k and I swear I have drank that before...so this wasn't my first time...Oddly enough, I found myself having red eyes and every inch of my skin is red...I'm starting to think maybe I suddenly became allergic to alchohol...is that possible? I'm not sure...just weird...

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I dreamt of you last night...we were in a reunion gathering...I saw you...and then I saw someone else...suddenly I wanted to cry...On a brighter note, I was chatting w/ a friend recently and he gave me some interesting insight and seems like we are both so much more mature than before. It's nice to connect w/ old friends that I don't see that often! ^_^

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1161559688291710442006-10-22T19:23:00.000-04:002006-10-23T15:20:37.733-04:00

On October 23rd, 2006, Alan Lau will be leaving the city he lived for 17 years to pursue a better life and career in Hong Kong.Since he wrote so much on his blog about us, I figure maybe I should dedicate an entry to him in here.Okay, let's start from the beginning. When did we first meet? I believe our first encounter was in Grade 9 French class. How old are we now? 5 years of high school plus 4

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1160286874282354262006-10-08T01:49:00.000-04:002006-10-08T01:59:54.676-04:00

I had a great night tonight, thx to a friend who rented his "favorite" movie of the month - Speed. For some odd reason, many blockbuster don't have the movie in store so he had to drive to a further rental store for that movie. He was the one who insists on watching that movie, but I still have to thank him for giving me the company tonight. I didn't know until today that Sandra Bullock's name

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Ever since I've attended the graduating career seminar at school I've been thinking about the kind of life I'm going to have after grad. What is it gonna be like? What kind of job will I get? and most importantly What do I really want?!First question that came into my mind is the nature of the field I want to be working in. Here's my dilemma, I know I want to be involved in the Web development/

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Summer is coming to an end and it's almost time for school...eww...the thought of it makes me sick! The good thing is I only have 1 course in the fall and 2 more in spring and that's it!! wahooo!! I'm going to spend a lot more time working rather than studying...My course is independant study project anyways, so I think it's gonna be like no school at all for me for the first semester! hee hee...

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It's getting busier and busier at work recently, mainly becuz everyone wants to get their stuff ready for the new school year. One thing that strikes me is that working in a University, I "thought" ppl should be more organized. But apparently they are not. I understand that they have other things to take care of during the Summer, but couldn't they at least be more prepared when they are asking

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1155914367084900542006-08-18T11:13:00.000-04:002006-08-18T11:47:22.863-04:00

I think saying Good Bye never was an easy thing to do, or probably never will be depending on how close you are with that person.I don't really know what to say, maybe some things should be kept in heart instead, cuz saying it might cause emotional disturbance?(is that how u say it?) lol...anyways so yeah, I wish the best of luck for you guys in your future. I know we'll be able to see each other

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Your Japanese Name Is...Rin ShigenoiWhat's your Japanese Name?

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uh oh...my boss is back today...what should i do, what should i do? or...what SHOULDN'T i do? ...lol...I was planning to go to work early today knowing that my boss might be in a bit early as well...but being the usual me, I ended up 5 mins late...and when I walked in...she's already sitting there...sigh sigh sigh!What a bad way to start off my day...*_*

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Without really noticing it, this online blog has survived for over 3 years! I was looking at the Archives links on the right panel there and realized the first archive is all the way back to March 30, 2003! Not to mention I was using the greymatter blog before this. Wow the past couple years of my life are all recorded here. I don't even write my diary anymore, there are probably spider webs all

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haha...I had sushi twice over the weekend!! Had sashimi and sushi dinner @ ichiban on friday night and had sushi lunch @ first markham sunday afternoon! wahoo...for some odd reason, I've been having cravings for sushi the last few weeks...and I think I like Japanese food more than Korean food. lol...I like chinese food the least now, probably...oh wait...I think Indian food ranks lower than

elmoluluhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05231412732842219338noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5243664.post-1154026440793915782006-07-27T14:52:00.000-04:002006-07-27T14:54:00.806-04:00

I have counted today since morning I have yawn"ed' at least 10 times...I don't know why I feel so tired?!...maybe I should go back to sleeping early...yawn...

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lalala

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testing testing 123

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empty...

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Funny Cantoneselol...I remember the first time I listened to Sammy's "funny cantonese", I was driving and then I couldn't stop laughing in the car. The cars passing by me would probably think I was insane or nuts.Then the second time I heard them was during hot pot at my house and we were literally laughing on the floor.Now I decided to bring these to work to listen...my gosh...lol...I have to

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Junior Web DesignerThe day after Canada day weekend was my first day at my new job at UTSC as a Junior Web Designer.I was more excited than nervous. I had Web design jobs before, but somehow this one feels different. Maybe becuz of the title, watever it is, it feels good.I remember back in ING, everyday I would look at the clock and hope the day would end faster. I felt my job was so meaningless

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Congrats to all graduates this yr!! Hurray!!Pics are up @ imagestationClick hereEnjoy!

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PlaymobilWow I think i'm falling in love with Playmobil now...I remember the first time I knew/heard about it was from one of hocc's magazine interview. I didn't pay much attention to it at that time, then sometime later I saw a TVB drama has the playmobil "modern house" in it, and then I started gaining interest for those toys.Today, I was flipping through a Playmobil catalogue and oh my god...

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Airport AdventureYesterday, I went to pick up my cousin from HK @ the airport after work. As usual I was a little late because I didnt' know 401/09 express lanes are under construction...So when I was right about to park, my cousin called me...lol which is kind of bad cuz when u pick up someone from the airport, u should be waiting for them and not them waiting for you or else they'll get anxious

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Something funny happened this morning...as I was showering and washing hair, getting ready for work...I mistaken my shower gel to be facial cleanser...lol!!!I don't know what was on my mind but the minute I put the shower gel on my face i get all those bubbles and I realize..."shxt!"...hahha anyways, just thought that's something interesting to share.Lately I found it is getting harder and harder

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Good-Bye My Dear FriendOne of my best best friend is leaving Canada this week, I was surprised that the departure has to be so soon. Everytime I think about that I just feel so sad...every friday we do stuff together and I don't know what I can do for fridays from now on...I don't know who to talk to when I'm bored, most importantly I'm so worried that our friendship would fade in time.Oh well,

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Yesterday I went to watch Mission Impossible 3 (MI3) at the theatre. This is the first movie I watched at a theatre after Corpse Bride! lol...such a long time...I sort of made a "promise" to myself not to go to the theatres anymore to waste $$ cuz I can just "dxxxlxxd" the movie and watch it at home. But somehow I wanted to watch MI3 on a big screen, which was really weird cuz I'm not a big fan

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Exam done, good or bad?Sigh...my first and only exam for this term is finished. But the bad news is...I didn't do good on it. There were 13 questions on the paper and I left 3 of them completely blank. I had absolutely no idea how to do them and then another 1 or 2 questions I'm almost sure that my answers are not right...just hoping to get some part marks...how pathetic...I am crossing my

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Is life really worth it?Things just keep getting worse and worse. One bad news after another and it seems there are still more for me to find out...So many thoughts came into my mind when i heard the news. I don't think its true...I don't believe it...or I just don't "want" to believe it...have to find out if its for sure true...If it is true...I don't know how my life will turn out...maybe I

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something is not rightI don't know what it is...but I feel so awkward these few days when I was suppose to be enjoying the time I had with my friends. Whenever I'm in a group, I kept thinking about other things, like I can't concentrate or give full attention to the group of friends I was with. I find that so weird...it is almost like a sense of "not belonging". Whatever it is, I'm not feeling

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Basic InstinctI had a chance to watch basic instinct 1 right before the sequel came out. I actually thought it was a rather clever movie. It was able to deliver the sense of suspense throughout the entire movie and all the way to the end. Even I had second thoughts as to who the "real" killer was. Because of that I'm more interested in watching the now playing movie "Basic Instinct 2", afterall

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有過去的女人愛上了這首歌的歌詞...作曲：側田填詞：林夕幾多打擊幾次跌傷 懂得堅壯最怕處事未曾成熟至扮強悍幾多傷口幾個重擔 在我肩膊連流淚也說這是汗全為要萬人看好想飲泣偏偏今晚尚有工作倦了都得這空房及半邊冰冷睡床當初多天真的戀愛試過嚮往但嫁衣不再青春 沒法穿得好看愛是最大寄望難免只得失望根本不想工作至上 做人硬朗我用歲月去換嫁妝但哪位在乎我?給我禦寒說說笑笑匆匆交往試過幾趟被愛都感到驚慌未信天生有情郎始終很天真 想找我命裡主角為了他主理清湯令我掌心火燙愛是最易去令女人死心失望相戀分手擁抱放下例行動作再盡努力去換嫁妝但我的心已慌漸漸習慣不要伴侶然而夜半惡夢扎醒抱著誰強人活到八十歲 庭園怎麼寬敞都要獨居真的不想死撐下去 勉強說謊請准許我軟弱到從此擁抱到天光某某抱抱也是理想越去追越迷茫花也漸黃-----------寫於2006年4月6日凌晨12時41分

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無緣新買的記憶卡只用了不到一個月就離奇地失蹤...結束了短短一個月的緣份.唉...-----------寫於2006年3月31日早上7時39分

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了解有時太清楚自己要什麼, 並不一定是件好事.達不到﹐失望與錯敗感隨之而生.相反, 若沒有要求, 可能還會得到意想不到的收穫.一切階是緣.-----------寫於2006年3月23日凌辰12時47分

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夢昨晚做了一個奇怪的夢. 夢裡他牽著我的手﹐然後看到自己幸福滿足的神情...相信絕對不是日有所思. 它帶來的震撼反而令我想起"黃樑一夢"的成語故事...最美好的事只會發生在夢境﹐夢醒了﹐一切也都不再存在...曾以為已忘記的, 原來還在...是時候了..."自由", 我想跟你走..."釋放", 我想跟你走..."過去", 我早該跟你道別..."未來", 等我, 我正努力地向你走來...包袱我要放底了...我想跟你走...-----------寫於2006年3月10日早上7時35分

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生日這是一個值得慶賀的日子嗎? 不知從什麼時候開始覺得這是個沒意義的日子. 大一年代表離生命結束又近了一年, 雖然我說不上熱愛生命, 但接近死亡真的那麼值得高興嗎? 我已經徹頭徹尾成為一個極端的悲觀份子. 面對親朋好友的一番好意, 很是感激. 當晚我只想簡單地與家人吃一餐我為他們煮的家常便飯, 已很滿足. 收到的禮物我想說聲多謝. 多謝你們為我花的心思和金錢. 其實真的不用, 禮物只是形式上的東西, 只要有心便可以了.生日過後除了年紀大了一歲就再也沒什麼特別. 以後我要學會更成熟地處事, 避免制造不必要的問題.*題外話-金錢能否換來友情, 某程度上我相信是可以的. 一個人為什麼突然會對你好? 是因為他覺得之前對不起你.-----------寫於2006年2月19日上午11時48分

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童夢記得很久很久以前經過行人天橋,都見到有位伯伯前面放了一個透明鐵箱,裡面裝著一排排白色的東西. 我偶而都有機會吃到. 十年後重遊舊地,正正就是"景物依舊",但人面卻全非. 街邊小吃已不再存在. 想要重?那種味道似乎不大可能.前陣子閒逛超市意外發現糖?薄餅重現人間!!!當時興奮到想大叫,一看價錢竟是以前的12倍! 回想十年前還是$2.00(hkd)一塊,現在是$3.99(cad).但沒辦法可實現期待已久的願望,再貴我還是會乖乖付錢.吃完, 有滿足幸福的感覺.-----------寫於2006年2月13日凌晨12時20分

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黃昏以後 天亮以前...我選擇在　家裡喝著酒這應該是　最安全的人生吧想失去的　也想起了曾經錯過的和可能永遠得不到的也許都這樣　一直到老吧天亮以前人總很清醒遲歸的路人　霓虹熄滅前也有個懷抱等待投靠...很喜歡這首歌...

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感動剛剛看完"天下無賊", 不知為何總以為"無"是寫作"毛", 難怪之前不明白這齣戲的主題. 人與人之間的細膩感情是電影的賣點之一, 不單是電影, 基本上所有"有形"的物質都是圍繞著人類的感情而產生. 所以沒有一人能免卻感情, 人可以逃避但絕不能否定它的存在. 既然無法否認又何以選擇逃避? 這種想法確實令人費解.這部戲給我感動的感覺, 就好像"如果,愛"所帶給我的震撼. 令我不自覺地落淚了. 人必須去了解生活, 去認識生活, 才會懂得面對生活. 放眼看世界才能知道自己認識的世界是多麼渺少和虛幻. P.S.事實又再一次證明睡前只適宜看笑片, 否則就會像我現在這樣滿腦子都是"閱後感想"!-----------寫於2006年1月22日凌晨3時56分

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